Becoming Grounded In History

Selena, Rami, Henry at Belfast

Selena Vlagic, Henry Dolin, and I at the HMS Belfast

There’s so much I want to say about this trip, so much I want to tell everyone about. I want to talk about the weather, or my impressions of the city, or what I love and hate about our hotel, or about visiting so many cultural sites. Basically, I want to convey everything I’ve seen and experienced since I arrived at Heathrow this Wednesday.

I guess I can sum up everything with a quote from a quote from Sweeney Todd: “There’s no place like London.” Up until even this past semester, reading about London, even knowing that I’d be visiting it soon, was like reading about a fairy-tale kingdom. It was so distant, it didn’t seem real. But being here, absorbing the sights and sounds and smells of the city have brought home the history and the reality of where I am. I’ve visited the Churchill Museum, the Tower of London, Trafalgar Square and the National Gallery, Buckingham Palace, Bletchley Park, the Shakespeare Globe, and so many more. Finally, London feels real to me. I’m actually here.

And not only has London become more real to me, but so has the war I’ve been studying for nearly my whole college career. Yes, it has always seemed real to me. There’s too much information and too many testimonials from veterans and survivors for me to have felt the war to have been anything but a reality. But when I stepped into the Churchill Museum and began exploring where Churchill helped to plan the war and where soldiers slept, ate and worked round the clock to keep Britain from being invaded, I felt myself become part of the war; I could see my place in history and how it related to me.

And then in Bletchley Park, I had another one of those moments when I saw the war through a whole new light. Standing there among the huts and the mansion where the British Army, Navy, and Civil Intelligence Services broke the Enigma codes, which helped to end the war a few years earlier, I realized I was standing in history, where important events took place and without which I might not be around to write about this study abroad trip. As I went through the museum at Bletchley and saw a full-length Nazi flag displayed near the code-breaking exhibit, I thought to myself: “If it weren’t for the people who were part of the Bletchley Intelligence Project, I couldn’t be sure where I’d be now. I might not even exist.”  Standing there in that museum, I put my hand on the swastika and sent it a mental message, as if to address Adolf Hitler’s ghost: “All that you and your followers stood for, the people here helped defeat. And I live to remember it.”

With the statue of Alan Turing at Bletchley Park.

With the statue of Alan Turing at Bletchley Park.

So what can I tell you about my study abroad trip so far? Only that it has been edifying beyond belief, and made the Second World War more relevant to me than ever before. As the days go by, and as we travel between locations, to different museums and battle sites and historic places of note, I’m sure that awareness will only grow deeper. And at the end, I will be able to look back and know that this trip has greatly influenced not only broadened my knowledge of WWII, but also made me appreciative of all the sacrifices that were made so that someday I could come here and write about it.

I will write again from Normandy. Look forward to more musings and photos and discussions of the places I’ve been. Good night everybody.

Two Days Left In The States

You know, even as I sit in my apartment, doing laundry and packing things together and trying to remember every last little inconsequential thing I’ll need for the trip, part of it doesn’t feel real. It’s like a fantasy story, almost. Someone who happens to have my memories and my life will be going to a magical land where he’ll be confronted with dark histories and learn amazing new things and see some awesome sights and maybe even find a little romance (I can hope, right?). And I’ll still be at my apartment learning about it through the TV or my Kindle or a good book.

Even two days away, I’m having trouble believing that this is actually happening to me. It seemed so far away when I was trying to get through the semester, even with the number of scholarships I applied to and the courses I was taking to remind me of what I was doing it all for. But now it’s two days upon me, I’ve bought a ticket to see Titus Andronicus at the Globe Theatre, and it’s still so hard to believe it’s happening to me.

Well, when I get there, I’m sure it’ll start to sink in. All good things do, don’t they? They sink in eventually. And I’m so looking forward to seeing all that I can and learning about each country and making memories (or taking photos) that will last a lifetime. And I’m so grateful to the university, to The Ohio State University, for allowing me to go on this trip and providing me with the funding to go on the trip in the form of various scholarships.

So wish me luck, brave New World. I’m heading to the Old World and I’m ready for some new experiences. Bring it on!

Oh, and if you hear about a dragon or Godzilla or some sort of demon attacking London, Bayeaux, Paris, or Berlin, that might be me enjoying myself too much. I apologize in advance for any damage I may do over there. Can’t help myself.