For my Year of Service project this year, I have been volunteering as an ESL classroom assistant through an organization called Festa. I assist in planning and executing lessons, as well as occasionally talking with some of the students outside of class to help them improve their English skills. There have been many impactful moment through this experience, but there are a few specific ones that have especially stood out to me.
Something specific I have learned from this experience is how much a language barrier can impact an individual’s lives. On the outside it may not seem to be that big of a deal, but many of the students have told me that they often feel very self-conscious in public situations where they are approached in conversation, or when they have a question. They often feel very nervous and are unable to accurately convey their thoughts or emotions to the other person. In result, they often avoid doing this and instead isolate themselves. One of the students told me that she began to feel this way when her boss made her feel bad about not being fluent enough in English and having too much of an accent. This really frustrated me; I thought about how many wonderful things this person has to offer the world, yet someone was putting her down and discouraging her simply because of an accent. This made her more self-conscious in social situations, and even in ESL classes.
Language is obviously very important; it helps us to express who we are and to contribute to the world around us. It’s true that it is a big part of our lives, but this experience has helped to teach me how we communicate in more ways than simply the words we speak every day. Many of the students may not speak English perfectly, but they still convey their character in a variety of other ways. Many show up to class with a smile on their face and very motivated to learn. Many of them try over and over again, despite many of the lessons being difficult. Many of the students have even texted me on different holidays or when they knew that I had something meaningful going on in my life. It saddens me to think that there are some people in their lives that believe they are less worthy simply because they do not speak the same level of English as they do. I think that some people in the country correlate intelligence with English fluency. This is extremely ignorant. The fact that so many of these individuals are able to learn a new language well into their adult lives shows a very high level of intelligence. In their home countries, many of them had very prestigious jobs and high levels of education, and may be more qualified than many English speakers in their same position. Some of the most inspiring people I have ever known sat in these classes twice a week, and I feel grateful to have met them. They have taught me far more than I have taught them; especially in terms of how far a positive attitude can get us in life.