It already feels like I’ve experienced so much here at OSU, and in such a short time! Looking back, if I had to focus on one aspect of my life that has changed dramatically since coming to OSU, I would say that now I am much more comfortable recognizing how diverse my interests are. I came to OSU under the assumption that my options were limited to Physics or some other STEM field and that I would not be exploring other careers adequately, but that was not the case; rather, every day I have been able to focus on keeping my options open and giving myself time to grow. With all of the flexibility in my Gen Ed options and how I spend my day, I’ve finally been able to start the process of truly deciding what it is that I enjoy doing. Developing friendships with professors and investing myself in classes like Honors Russian Lit has really opened my eyes to what I might enjoy in the future. Moreover, events like Hack OHI/O–that were, admittedly, a bit uncomfortable–turned out to be awesome confidence boosters and exploratory experiences. I walked in knowing only a little bit of C++, and somehow ended up winning a challenge, making new friends, and creating a project worth continuing. I feel much more confident in making the most of my 4 years here now that I have (mostly) made it through the shock of the transition.
While recognizing that I have so many options is in part a great relief and something I take pride in, it also means I have quite the difficult decision to make when I decide what future path I want to take in life. I hope that as the year progresses, I am able to refine these broad interests and find my niche in the world. Can’t wait to see what becomes of the rest of my time here!
-MW