When I first enrolled in History 2800H, Introduction to Historical Thought with Dr. Susan Lawrence, I wasn’t completely sold on becoming a History major. I had a vague idea of what I thought the discipline meant academically, but I hadn’t completely evaluated whether it was something I wanted to dedicate four years of my life to. Throughout the course we worked on developing a precise writing style, ability to extract information from primary sources, and how to establish historical frameworks. But the key aspect of the course was writing a research proposal. We had been compiling sources and information for a ten-page proposal from the beginning, and this was the longest I had ever worked on developing a single paper.
The constant changes to my thesis and area of focus constituted a major learning curve. This ever-changing nature of the research is something that, while at first intimidating, became something I love about research in this discipline, allowing for flexible projects and new influences. I started out with a regional focus, Germany, and a focus on the history of integration policy during the Gastarbeiter (guest worker) influx in the 1960s and 1970s. Based on sources I found and new paths they led down, I had to adjust my proposal. I ended up narrowing my field to the impact of urban planning on religious expression in 1960s and 70s religious expression in the Berlin immigrant community of Kreuzberg 36.
Initially I had a lot of difficulty locating sources that were helpful, but after getting more comfortable using online databases and searching the stacks, I located archival, primary, and secondary sources. A lot of these sources were in German, so translating them was time consuming and often frustrating. In the end though, the project not only improved my ability to conduct research but also confirmed by interest in the discipline of history. I now hope to conduct more research in the next year or so and hopefully work towards an honors thesis in History.
I found the process very grounding and wound up asking a lot of questions about the research I was conducting. Why had I chosen this particular topic? Was I the right person to research this, and was my own bias visible in the product? While I hope to change the focus of my research slightly in the future, I know that I will use the work I have done so far as a basis on which to build. I am looking forward to hopefully researching in Germany in the future, where the sources I would need to complete my project would be more readily available. After getting a taste for what the process is like, I know that writing an undergraduate thesis here at Ohio State will be worthwhile in itself, but also as valuable preparation for graduate school of any kind.