It has been approximately 7 plus weeks and I have experienced so much during my time interning with Dr. Iannucci. All that I have done and gone through so far is a lot to absorb. When this semester settles down and I look back, that is the reflection period I am looking forward to. I hope to see growth. However, after each teaching experience I sit down with my mentor to debrief. So I get to reflect instantly and receive feedback on any calibration issues, my areas of improvement, my strengths during my teaching experience, and ideas for to better my experience. I have a couple of experiences that have stood out during my teaching experience thus far.
Experience 1:
I was going over my presentation and I recall being so nervous, which is something I do not experience often. I was preparing a few last minute touches while practicing my presentation. When suddenly I could not speak a full sentence and I was loss for words, even though I had everything prepped and written, my nerves got the best of me. Thank goodness this was happening in a room with just my mentor and I. When my brain shut down, she made me stop take a deep breath, she excused herself and she came back when I was more relaxed and ready. I put on a song, prayed and tried again. When she returned she shared with me, her first teaching experience, it sounded quite similar to what I was experiencing. I realized at that moment, even though she is so graceful and natural during her presentations, that did not happen overnight, it came with time and practice. I shook it off, as she suggested, and tried, and tried again. When it was time to stand before the class I was still nervous, I rechanneled that energy and use it during my presentation. I actually had fun and my nerves began to dissipate as time passed. That teaching experience taught me the situation is as big as I make it. So just relax, have fun and enjoy the ride.
Experience 2:
One day after class a student approached me with a concern about an upcoming competency. She was not understanding how sit in the proper area when adapting certain instruments. I took a moment found a few videos to show her, then explained how to properly seat while adapting the instruments that challenged her. Then I shared my personal experiences when going through some of the same challenges she was having. I was happy my explanation helped her understand and she passed her competency.
That is what teaching is all about helping guide someone in through their process of learning. I want students to feel comfortable enough to approach me and communicate with me. I learned instructors will never know what a student may ask of you. Therefore, being open-minded and as prepared as a person can be, are qualities I feel a good instructor must possess.
I believe in areas of organization, preparedness, enthusiasm, and willingness to learn and listen are areas I am doing well in. My biggest challenge has been vocal projection during my didactic teaching experiences. I use to sing, I need to get back into singing and so I can use my diaphragm. Diaphragmatic breathing is needed when speaking and projecting vocally. I need to build my endurance when speaking for long periods of time. I commend Dr. I for being able to speak and do it with the same vocal projection for hours. She has such a grace and finesse when speaking. She makes it look easy. One day with much practice, I will do the same.
I relate to my mentor, Dr. Iannucci, through her since of organization, quality, and patience. She makes herself available to students and she creates an atmosphere of approachability. She is a great listener and problem solver. My mentor has encouraged and supported me throughout my DHYG journey. I hope to pay it forward and become a great mentor as well.
I have learned instructors need a heart of compassion and patience for students. That compassion is what inspires teachers to want to help students through their learning process. Teaching takes patience. I understand the students’ perspective because I am still a student and I sat in their seats not long ago. And now I see the instructor’s perspective. Going though internship experience I realize what type of instructor I want to be; patient, open-minded, flexible, creative, fun, focused, organized, respected, approachable, knowledgeable, willing to learn and much more.
The biggest challenges I notice is being asked a question on the spot. If I would be asked something I do not know, I will have to get back to the student. I do not want to give the student wrongful information. My mentor will do just that, get back to the student, if she does not know an answer to a question. That situation does not happen that often with her, but I experienced how she handles being asked questions on the spot. She always gets back to the student or finds the answer if she does not know.
I find that I am doing well in being patient, open-minded, flexible and good at finding ways to communicate information to a student. Each student learns differently and I understand how it feels as a student to be made to feel uncomfortable if I did not know something and asked a question that the instructor felt I should know. That is not the type of instructor or communicator I want to be, I want to be the opposite and have open communication with students.
Overall, this experience has been helpful and has given me experiences that will stick with me forever.