- My STEP Signature Project was my undergraduate thesis research, which I conducted under Professor David Steigerwald, my advisor. The theme of my thesis is the history of the political opinion and activism of American Catholics in regard to the Vietnam War. In conducting this research, I have found that American Catholics varied widely in their opinion on the war and played extremely important roles in securing American involvement in Vietnam, protesting the US prescience in the nation, and everything in between.
- By working on this thesis, my understanding of the world has changed dramatically. So often in modern American politics, issues fall along lines of ideological identities. When this occurs, nearly all nuances can be lost, leading to deep divisions between groups. Although these groups each feel like what they’re promoting is for the greater good of the nation, they often struggle to see the other side’s viewpoint and, what’s worse, their good intentions. By examining one religious group’s vastly different responses to the Vietnam War, an issue which was one of the most divisive events in 20th century American history, I found it far easier to see how both sides of the debate truly felt like they were promoting not only what was best for the nation, but also for the people of Vietnam, Christians across the world, and the global community at large. Since beginning this project, I have been more able to examine both sides in modern political debates and, with that, I am less likely to villainize the sides that I disagree with.
- In completing my STEP project, I primarily spent countless hours combing through databases, reading books and articles, watching interviews, and even digesting music and movies from the era. The solitary research that I conducted gave me a wealth of knowledge from which I will be able to write about my topic during this semester, as I culminate my thesis with a large-scale writing piece. Using the research skills that I have learned throughout my classes on such a large scale has greatly increased my confidence in my abilities as a historian.
However, something less tangible that this research has given me is a closer understanding and sympathy for the people who lived through this turbulent time in American history. Although I can never truly know what they went through, I now have a far deeper understanding of what it must have been like to have such strong fears of communist domination, the threat of nuclear war, the anxiety that accompanied those who were to be drafted, and the pain which was caused by disagreements between different generations of family members. On all sides, the effects of the Vietnam War were felt daily as the violence abroad and the divisions within the country reverberated throughout American culture. In my own experience as a history major, I have never felt such a deep connection to the experiences of individuals from another period as those that I have read about for my thesis. I believe that, in order for historians to gain as vast an understanding as possible about political events, decisions, and outcomes, it is necessary that they understand how individuals of that era felt and thought, which can only be achieved by engaging with large numbers of primary sources.
By gaining a deeper understanding of American Catholic political activists from the Vietnam War era, I am now better equipped and more willing to engage with both sides of modern political debates. In researching staunch anti-communist, pro-war Catholic leaders as well as pacifist and socialist priests, I learned that well-meaning people who are driven by similar morals can still disagree greatly regarding political issues. I believe that the same rule applies to modern political debates because I have seen repeatedly how our shared humanity can bring us together in spite of our opposing opinions.
- This transformation, in which I now feel that I am better equipped to understand all sides of a debate, has been significant in my life because I am now interested in a career in which one must listen to and analyze various arguments in order to make a just decision. After graduation, I plan on attending law school. Although I am unsure of what exactly I plan to do with my career, I am very intrigued by the role that judges play in the justice system and I believe that my STEP Signature Project experience has equipped me with one of the necessary skills of a judge: the ability to listen to all sides of an argument with grace and an open mind. Not only do judges look to the persuasiveness of arguments when rendering decisions, but they often also consider specific circumstances related to individual cases. In the same way, I gained an understanding of individuals’ motivations, fears, and feelings while researching the arguments for and against American involvement in Vietnam. Thanks to the support of STEP, I was able to complete a Signature Project which I hope will not only better my own character and academic skillset but add to the historical record and prepare me for a career in which I will be able to seek out justice for all.