For my STEP project, I was working as a Quality Engineering Co-op for Ethicon Endo-Surgery, a subsidiary of Johnson & Johnson’s MedTech Family of Companies. I supported the quality department on a New Product Development Team working on data/statistical analysis and lab testing for our new device.
Being that this was my first co-op/internship experience, I gained exposure to the real world in a possible career path that interested me. At first, I was pretty overwhelmed because I didn’t know what to expect since it was my first engineering experience. Over the course of the term, I learned a lot about Ethicon, engineering in the real world, working at a larger company, and what working in quality is like. I was very self-conscious of my abilities in the beginning because I had no idea what real-world engineering was. Compared to how I feel now, starting my summer internship, I feel much more confident in my abilities as an engineer and am able to take skills that I have learned, such as Minitab, a statistical analysis software, and just general quality knowledge. About mid-way through the term, I was given more responsibility on the term and was tasked with a bigger project that involved data analysis that would help support the design of the new product.
Relationships and interactions had the biggest influence/impact on how my internship went and the transformations I had. The engineering team I was on was phenomenal. Everyone was so willing to help me understand the new product and it’s specifications/abilities as well as previous products already out on the market. They were open to explaining what they were doing and gave me opportunities to support the task at hand and learn from helping.
My assignment manager (boss/supervisor) was also great because he was a first time co-op supervisor. He was very accommodating and willing to find projects and tasks that would benefit me as an engineer. Along with my manager, my project director was awesome. He was always checking in and making sure that I was getting support, feeling good about my work, and not struggling in any way. He mentored me along with the other co-ops on the team, and was a great person to turn to for career and engineering advice. I was able to learn a lot from both him and my coworkers in terms of advice and things they wish they would’ve known throughout college, as a new hire, and now as an experienced engineer.
The third influence was the other co-ops who had internships that term too. Ethicon has an extraordinary internship program that pull people from everywhere and any school, even though work is located in Cincinnati. The program for this past spring included 40 co-ops, both fully virtual and in-person opportunities. I was able to find lifelong friendships with people from all across the world who helped push me to be more confident in my abilities and who I am. This program helped me to build my personable and communication skills as well as how to build community with strangers while away for work.
Overall, I have struggled with self-confidence and coming to terms with who I am as a person. This experience allowed me to really dig deep into this insecurity and build on strengths that I have acquired throughout school as well as develop new ones too. There’s no use in trying to change who you are, but it’s important to develop and build on strengths you already have and grow to be a stronger, better person. This confidence boost is something that I will be able to use in all aspects of my life. Some examples include working on project teams in school, day to day with family and friends, and then eventually when I decide to embark on a professional career. I’ll be a better person and engineer when I continue to gain confidence in what I can do and the impact I can make. My goal in life is to just help people and make the world a better place. I can’t do that if I don’t feel good about myself, because then I won’t be able to feel good about the work I’m doing.