Yale Writers’ Workshop STEP Project

My STEP Signature Project was extremely beneficial and humbling. I attended the virtual portion of the Yale Writers’ Workshop from June 11-17, 2023. I worked with ten other women.

I went into the Yale Writers’ Workshop nervous. Everyone in the workshop were either distinguished writers already, or they were well established in their careers as educators or had PhDs. To be accepted into a program like this was already humbling, but to be in a space with powerful women was overwhelming. It was very easy for me to question my worth and writing abilities in comparison to my peers.

By the end of the camp, I became a fuller writer with more skills in my toolbox than what I had before. My Professor, Sarah Darer Littman, had a private conversation with me about my work, and with small revisions she wants to publish my free-verse poem, which was amazing. I spoke with talented authors and even literary agents throughout the week, and it is an experience I won’t soon forget. 

At the beginning of the camp I was overwhelmed by the talent that surrounded me. However, by the end of the camp I was more convinced that I had similar skills to my peers. Throughout the week, we had workshops from 9am-12pm. Everyone in the camp was required to upload a manuscript of their work that had a word maximum of 3,000 words. Most people wrote fantasy or contemporary work, which made me terrified; my manuscript was a free-verse poem and I was the last person in the workshop to be critiqued. These women giving each other peer reviews and constructive criticism put my work into a new light and perspective, since I was working and learning more about my passion in a much more professional setting than what I had ever experienced.

Throughout the week, we also met with several panels. I met with a panel of literary agents, and talked to distinguished young adult authors who went into detail about their experiences in the publishing world. Hearing success stories about people who have been through similar situations that I have been through was encouraging and made me a little less nervous about the entire camp in general.

The peer reviews I finally received at the end of the week were very special to me. One girl cried when discussing my writing, and several women in the camp told me that my voice needed to be heard by many young girls. In my one-on-one meeting with my professor, she told me the same thing, and it was just so amazing to me.

I am going to school to become an educator, however my desire to teach and nurture children is not what drives me. My entire life I have wanted to create fiction that can be influential to young adults in the same way that it was for me. I have been to another writing camp in the past, but now that I am attending university and my future seems less distant, this feedback and experience was something I really needed. This encourages me to not give up on my endeavors, even while I’m studying for an adjacent profession.

Photography Workshop While Sailing in Maine

For my STEP project, I traveled to Camden, Maine to participate in a photography workshop while living on a schooner, which is a large, traditional sailing vessel. While onboard, I learned how to adjust shutter speed, aperture, ISO, and other settings to best suit the environment in which I was shooting. During the day, we sailed along the coast of Maine, photographing the landscape around us and the happenings around the boat. We participated in large and small boat races, had a lobster boil, and played music. In the evenings, the instructors led critiques where we discussed photo composition and editing.

An accurate depiction of boat life

Rockland harbor lighthouse!

Lobster boil with Captain Dennis

Since I was going into this workshop as a beginner, I already anticipated learning a lot more about photography. However, the amount of confidence and eye for photography that this workshop helped me develop surpassed my expectations. My excitement for photography increased every day, as did the qualities of my photos. I went from being self-conscious displaying my work to being excited to show people my pictures and hear their opinions.

 

Sunset behind the Schooner Mary Day

Seagull in the harbor

One of the deckhands taking down the sails

Deckhands on the Mary day preparing for the Schooner race

George and Neal, our two instructors, goofing off in the deckhouse

Immersing myself in a new environment made me uncomfortable at first. I had not done much photography, had never been to Maine, and had never traveled on my own, yet here I was about to do all of that. When first onboard the ship, I had to remind myself to not be a “timid turtle” (a phrase I use in rock climbing) and approach the others onboard. Despite being mistaken for the crew by nearly every person in the workshop, I slowly began to get to know the others. 

Experimenting with more artistic photographs using reflections

The deckhands tacking the sails.

The first mate taking down the sails

Everyone enjoying the beach with our boat, the Angelique, in the background.

View of the bow from the galley

This workshop meant more to me than just gaining photography skills. I had to open myself up to the advice of others and rely on them to help me improve. When we first began taking pictures, I purposefully avoided the subjects everyone else flocked to because I did not want to get singled out for my inexperience. But over time, I realized that going to others only made my experience better. George helped me adjust my camera settings to save my pictures in the optimal format. Neal pointed out things I had not noticed or new composition ideas for photos. Lou, Andrea, and Caryn gave me support and encouragement whenever I felt unsure. As the week progressed, the daily critiques and discussions with the instructors and fellow passengers gave me new ideas for how to identify, structure, and capture photos. While the critiques on my photos were valuable, seeing others photos and hearing their critiques gave me even more insight for how to approach my photography.

Sunset through the flag on the stern

 

One of the deckhands climbing up the mast

The people onboard not only inspired me with photography, but they also inspired me to look beyond the path to life that seems fastest or most efficient. Everyone onboard came from a wide variety of backgrounds, from a Brazilian banker to New York City cameraman. Seeing how they approached life made me rethink the way I approached mine. I have always been a driven, goal-oriented person, and being pre-med further motivated me to continue this approach to life. However, not everyone onboard has followed a similar journey. They were dog sled mushers, photographers, archeologists, parents, and grandparents, and they all emphasized the importance of savoring the time and freedom I have now. Their insight contrasted the single-minded focus I had previously maintained. Instead, they encouraged me not to rush life for some arbitrary notion of what is standard.

Sunset in Rockland Harbor

A macro shot of water droplets on rope

Through-hiking the Appalachian Trail has always been something I have toyed with in my mind but never actually thought I could fit into my life. This experience motivated me to reexamine what is important in my life, and how my career goals in life should not necessarily supersede every other dream I have. Being surrounded by so many smart, driven people at Ohio State pushes me to work with similar determination, but it can also sweep me too fast down the river of life. The conversations I had with the people onboard inspired me to take a gap year before medical school to continue my research and hike the Appalachian trail. 

STEP Lake Superior Photography Trip Reflection

The photography group!

Lake Superior South Shoreline

In mid-June I had the opportunity through my STEP Signature Project to explore a creative passion of mine that I had not previously devoted much time to out of fear of not knowing where to start – photography. Using my STEP fellowship, I went on a four-day photography workshop along the South Shore of Lake Superior. Within the workshop, I learned the basics of using my camera and Lightroom Classic, from creating a vision for a composition to adjusting ISO, aperture, and shutter speed to editing the lighting during processing. I was also gifted a set of neutral density filters as part of the workshop, which I learned how to use, and some discount codes for prints and photography equipment so I can expand my growing collection of photo tools based on recommendations I received from the instructors.

I would consider this project to be a very transformational experience for me. My main goal that I hoped to achieve by the end of it was to feel more comfortable and confident using my camera and navigating different settings on it, and I feel I accomplished that. I have always loved taking photos on my phone, and I feel I am somewhat of an expert at that because of how often I do it. However, I really wanted to take my photography to another level and learn more about the artistry behind it. While before I was scared to touch my camera that I had gotten as a high school graduation present, I am now eager to shoot more and more. It is like photography was a puzzle, with all the pieces flipped upside down before, and now, they’ve been turned around so that I can finally start piecing the picture together. Further, I wanted to choose a project that would not only push me to delve into one of my artistic interests, but also something that would encourage me to step outside of my comfort zone. I am not an outdoorsy person. I had never really hiked or camped before, and I had never been to the Northwoods in upper Wisconsin and Michigan. Being born and raised in the Midwest, I have wanted to go to one of the Great Lakes, but my family isn’t very inclined to go hiking out in nature either. Although I am still not convinced the 75 plus mosquito bites I got (despite wearing TONS of bug spray) was worth making hiking a frequent hobby of mine, the beautiful views from the trip have certainly persuaded me to seek out more ways to get in touch with nature and spend time outdoors.

One of my favorite waterfalls we saw!

From a different angle!

The weather we experienced throughout the project was perfect – not rainy, not too hot, not too cold, not too windy. All the fresh air was rejuvenating, and the hiking felt adventurous. There were many locations we visited that required complete off-roading. As a type-A person, going off the beaten path isn’t something I do often, and certainly not literally, but in this workshop, we did. Safety was always a priority, and the instructors were very familiar with the areas we were traveling to, but it still required me to have a lot of trust in them. Traveling 4-5 hours from home by myself to the Northwoods with a group of strangers I’d never met before when I have very limited experience in nature was a bit of a risky move for me, but I suppose my bravery was rewarded by the kind and insightful company of everyone else at the workshop.

A cute hidden gem we adventured to!

A details shot!

On that note, beyond the photography skills I developed on this trip, I am also extremely grateful for the group I interacted with throughout the project. There were two instructors and three other people taking the workshop. This allowed for a lot of personalized attention from the instructors, but also feedback from peers who were beginners in the field of photography, like me. One of the most interesting parts of the dynamic between the group of us was that I was by far the youngest. Everyone else was over 55, meanwhile I am only 20 years old. When we had a group dinner on the last night, we were all showing photos of our pets and families, and they all had children (or even grandchildren!) around my age or older. I had anticipated that my age demographic was a little out of the norm for workshops like this but was still nervous about what it would be like prior to the trip. I was pleasantly surprised to find that I felt very comfortable within the group, my nerves reassured by our shared interest in photography and learning. They all mentioned how they appreciated my youthful energy and perspective, and in turn, I welcomed their wisdom and knowledge from their wider breadth of life experiences.

Colorful kayaks we saw on the beach at sunset!

It is because of my interactions with the other group members that I realized just how crucial intergenerational relationships can be outside of one’s family. Although I find all my relationships with my similar-aged peers in college to be extremely valuable and meaningful, I did not put as much thought into the value of my relationships with people in different age groups than myself before. I think it is beautiful how people in very different stages of life can offer so much to each other in a reciprocal manner. There was a pair of two women on the trip who were friends that decided to take the workshop together. One is a social worker and the other is a K-12 art teacher. By the end of the project, they were calling me their honorary “photography daughter,” and they were my “photography moms.” The art teacher offered me her email and said to reach out to her anytime if I ever had any questions about teaching or lesson plans or the like. It was really encouraging to see a fellow educator pursuing their interests outside of the classroom, and to hear her advice of utilizing the summer break as time to recharge and reset since the profession can be so effort-consuming and exhausting.

Me and my “photography moms.”

I remember at the start of my STEP journey that I was stressed about finding a project that would be worthwhile to me. Now, having completed it, I am so happy I made the choice I did. Photography is a lifelong skill and artform that I can use in multiple facets of my life. As a future educator, I will have summers off to focus on travel photography from the places I visit and vacation to, or maybe I’ll branch out to portrait photography and start my own business doing senior, graduation, and family shoots as a summer side hustle. I also hope to be a mom one day, and I would absolutely love to take photos of my kids at all of their events and activities, like my mom did for my sister and I growing up. What I love most about photography is how it can take a moment and capture it, freezing it in place and in memory forever. Years from now, the details of this project may slip from my mind, but I can always return to the photographs I took and be in awe of the sights of my home state again and again.

An abstract photo I took of a lake full of dead trees!

Some wild cows and donkeys we saw on the side of the road!

A really cool, huge piece of driftwood!

A pathway to a location called “The Lake of the Clouds”

A waterfall we saw from a suspended bridge!

A rock formation that looks like a face to me!

Sunrise!

Sunset!

Birch trees are my favorite!

Another waterfall!

Yet another waterfall… you can see the swirls of the water in this one!