Please provide a brief description of your STEP Signature Project. Write two or three
sentences describing the main activities your STEP Signature Project entailed.
For my STEP Signature Project, I spent a semester abroad at Leiden University in the Netherlands. I spent four months living and learning in the city of Leiden, studying Philosophy, Politics, and Economics, as well as used my free time to explore the surrounding European countries.
- What about your understanding of yourself, your assumptions, or your view of the
world changed/transformed while completing your STEP Signature Project? Write one or
two paragraphs to describe the change or transformation that took place.
This past semester really pushed me in all ways. It was a huge change in terms of what I was used to. I went from living in a dorm with many others to a studio apartment on my own, surrounded by people who I did not know. I had to push myself academically, socially, and emotionally. I was very homesick the whole time I was away, while simultaneously having the best time of my life. I met only a handful of people from the United States, and it really pushed me to put myself out there socially, which was very hard for me. I had previously considered myself a very independent person, and I thought that I could do well on my own since I go to college out-of-state, far away from family, and had a fine time with the transition. However, I quickly realized how important my relationships with both my friends and family were. I legitimately think I called my mom or friends every single day that I was there. It really showed me the value of those relationships and how I can really rely on the people in my life to be there to support me, no matter how far apart we are.
- What events, interactions, relationships, or activities during your STEP Signature
Project led to the change/transformation that you discussed in #2, and how did those
affect you? Write three or four paragraphs describing the key aspects of your experiences
completing your STEP Signature Project that led to this change/transformation.
The system of education and culture of the Netherlands is very different than those of the United States. It was very much a culture shock, as Dutch people are very direct which is very opposite to the culture in the US, where people are more inclined to sugarcoat things. This is the same thing in the education system, so it took a while to adjust – I don’t know if I ever truly did adjust to the type of culture. It is interesting though, because a lot of the culture there is a lot more relaxed than the United States. Like people are very much more relaxed when it comes to work, and place a much greater emphasis on work-life balance. It was very common to see people walking about, enjoying lunch, and taking long breaks in order to promote a healthy workplace culture.
One of the biggest changes I experienced was the difference in education systems. The education there is much more intense and difficult than that of the United States, in all ways. The Dutch undergrad program is only three years, and they do not have anything like the General Education curriculum. All they study is exactly what their degree is, nothing more, nothing less. Similarly, the masters programs are only a year or two long, so the classes and degree is much more focused in, rather than having any extraneous information. The grading scheme is also much tougher than that of the one in the United States. They use a 1-10 system, where a 10 there is pretty much impossible to achieve, and it is very common for people to get a 6 or a 7, which is considered passing. This is also made much more difficult because it was more similar to a graduate level class, where there are no assignments, but only a final, or just a final and a paper are the only assignments that make up your grade. It was a real challenge for me, because I was not used to this style of grading.
The cultural adjustment was also huge – I felt very isolated a lot of the time. The apartment I stayed in, though it was student housing, was not a very social environment. I was living in a studio apartment, so I ate by myself, didn’t spend a lot of quality time with friends, and felt very isolated for a majority of the time. They had an orientation program, and the people I met in my group were nice, but I never really felt close to them. In fact, oftentimes, I felt excluded from the group, as I lived far away from them, so they would rarely invite me when they hung out or went out for dinner or drinks. I had to rely heavily on my home friends for my social life, through my phone – which sometimes meant that I didn’t leave my room for days at a time. It led to me feeling extremely depressed, and I had to find ways to motivate myself to push through and make it through my trip.
The thing that helped me the most was all the travel I did. I grew up travelling, and loved it even before completing my STEP Project. During the four months I was abroad, i was able to go to 10 different countries, and it was absolutely amazing. Even though most of my traveling was solo, i think those were the trips that were the most influential. My parents came to visit and we went to Copenhagen, which was incredible and one of my favorite trips that I went on. It was about a month in and I was so incredibly homesick, I almost begged them to take me home with them, that was how bad it was. But seeing them gave me the reassurance to keep going with my program, and their support meant the world to me. Exploring different countries exposed me to new ideas, met so many cool people from all over the world, and saw some amazing things including the Matterhorn in Switzerland, the Eiffel Tower in Paris, the St Charles Bridge in Prague, and the Sagrada Familia in Barcelona.
- Why is this change/transformation significant or valuable for your life? Write one or
two paragraphs discussing why this change or development matters and/or relates to your
academic, personal, and/or professional goals and future plans.
Using my STEP funds to do a semester abroad was the best decision I could have ever made for myself. It truly was a transformational experience, because I feel like even though I didnt have the most amazing perfect experience that you always hear about when people talk about study abroad, I had the experience. I managed to push through, because one thing I am not is a quitter. It taught me the value of friendship, family, and having faith in myself. It was scary enough coming to Ohio State from out of state, but I threw myself into the deep end, and everything turned out just fine, so I thought I was going to have a similar situation when I went to Leiden. I learned that not everything is that easy – I had to really work hard to acclimate myself to the culture and way of life. Though I struggled throughout my experience, my semester abroad taught me resilience, continued independence, and how to be okay with being alone. It also, though cheesy, really did bring me closer together with my friends. It was so rewarding to hear how much they missed me, cared about me, and that they still were thinking about me even while I was out of the country. I think that this previous semester really showed me the kind of person I have become, and I am proud of that person. I want to continue to push myself, and challenge myself, in ways that may make me uncomfortable – and have myself be okay with that uncomfortability, both personally and professionally.