STEP Education Abroad Reflection
By Cassie Kobel
1. Please provide a brief description of your STEP Signature Project. Write two or three sentences describing the main activities your STEP Signature Project entailed.
My STEP signature project was an education abroad project, in which I lived and studied in Madrid, Spain for a little over four months. During this project, I was able to experience life in Spain, including immersing myself in a new culture, trying new cuisine, learning about different traditions, and meeting new people.
2. What about your understanding of yourself, your assumptions, or your view of the world changed/transformed while completing your STEP Signature Project? Write one or two paragraphs to describe the change or transformation that took place.
During this experience, I definitely had an opportunity for self-growth, as I was doing something entirely new and out of my comfort zone. However, although it may have felt uncomfortable at first, it was one of the best experiences of my life, and it has truly changed me for the better. Going into this experience, I was extremely anxious and nervous. I was not much of a risk-taker at all, and I was afraid of being on my own. At school, I had almost always relied on my friends to do things with me, so this was the first time that I would be doing something entirely on my own, without knowing anyone going with me. Upon completing my project, I can confidently say that these traits of mine have changed drastically. This experience allowed me to take even more risks, such as traveling to new cities on my own and even going out to eat alone. Things that I previously never would have thought to do, I am now completely able to, and enjoy doing. This experience not only gave me the opportunity to see new places, learn in a new environment, and meet new people, but also allowed me to learn more about myself, grow, and mature in the process. I am extremely thankful to have had this opportunity of self-growth and am excited to see how this project will impact my decisions and perspective for the rest of my life.
3. What events, interactions, relationships, or activities during your STEP Signature Project led to the change/transformation that you discussed in #2, and how did those affect you? Write three or four paragraphs describing the key aspects of your experiences completing your STEP Signature Project that led to this change/transformation.
The first and most significant event that led to my personal transformation and growth this semester happened on one of the first weekends that I was in Spain. My friends had already made previous plans to go on other trips, and I had nothing to do that weekend. So, instead of sitting around in my apartment, I decided to make the most of the situation and do something on my own. I had been hearing about a small city about one hour north of where I was living called El Escorial, so I decided to face my fears and go. I did this trip entirely by myself, going to the museum, going on walks, and going out to meals alone. However, instead of feeling awkward or afraid, like I may have previously, I felt perfectly content and proud of myself for being able to face my fears and go ahead with this, instead of sitting around all weekend. From this moment on, I truly had a change in perspective, because I realized that doing this is extremely common and normal, especially in Europe, and that if I want to do something, I can’t rely on anyone but myself for it to get done. After this trip and throughout the rest of my semester, I explored different neighborhoods of Madrid on my own, went to meals alone, and even did different activities such as riding rowboats in the park alone.
Another aspect that encouraged my self-growth journey while abroad was the way that my teachers acted. All of the teachers that I had while abroad were extremely encouraging and wanted us to be able to explore Spain and see all that it had to offer. This definitely impacted my self-growth because they gave us the opportunity to learn about the history of different cities as well as activities to do in Madrid itself. Having them say all of this made me realize that I needed to take advantage of every opportunity that I have and make the most of my time in Spain without letting any of it go to waste. Because of this, I saw as much as I possibly could within Madrid; the Royal Palace, Retiro park, Temple of Debod, Flamenco, and even Bull fighting. All of these interactions made me realize how fortunate I was to be able to be studying away from home and have this once in a lifetime experience, which further helped me mature, obtain a new perspective on life, and realize that you cannot take any moment for granted.
Finally, the last realization that I had that led to my opportunity for self-growth was being able to meet new people, all from such different backgrounds and places with different perspectives. Because of all of the people that I met, I was able to be pushed out of my comfort zone even more. I was a lot more introverted before I went abroad, but I felt that in order to meet new people, I had to push myself to be more extroverted. At first, it was definitely a bit of a challenge, but by the end, I felt that it came much more naturally for me, and I had become much more outgoing without feeling like I was forcing myself. Additionally, with all of the people that I met, everyone had such different experiences and interests, and I was able to do things or try new foods with them that I would not normally have done on my own.
All of these experiences have helped shape me and contribute to my self-growth transformation, and I am so grateful to have had this opportunity.
4. Why is this change/transformation significant or valuable for your life? Write one or two paragraphs discussing why this change or development matters and/or relates to your academic, personal, and/or professional goals and future plans.
This transformation is valuable for my life for many reasons. Firstly, it was a once in a lifetime opportunity for me, and I know that I will never be able to have an experience like this again. Being able to live in another country for over four months helped me be able to grow and mature as a person, and I do not believe I would have had this same transformation without this experience. In addition, because of my future plans, I do not foresee there being any other point in my life where I am able to take the time off from further education or work to be able to live in Europe and travel to different countries the way I did during the past few months. For this reason, this experience was extremely significant in forming a lifelong impact on my outlook and perspective on life, as well as creating an opportunity for self-growth for me. Secondly, as I mentioned, this experience changed my outlook on life and allowed me to see things from a new perspective, which will help me in my future professional goals as well. By being able to become more independent, willing to take risks, and be able to adapt to change more easily, I believe that I will be better prepared for the working world. Because there is so much unknown and so little that can be precisely planned out when it comes to future professional plans, I am glad that I have adapted this new mindset of being able to go with the flow more, because it is difficult to predict exactly what will happen.