This first year at college has certainly been like no other; full of the highest ups, the lowest downs, and some of the craziest experiences I’ve had in my short time on this Earth. I’ve learned from every direction here at college, and cannot believe I’ve come this far. At the top of my list, college classes have taught me the value of accepting yourself as you are, imperfections and all. From the exams I’ve flunked and the scores that could be just a little bit better, college classes have really taught me that perfect scores are truly not everything. Sure they may look nice now, but literally no one cares, not even in the next semester. I’m definitely still learning how to roll with the punches these college classes continue to throw. Outside of the classes, which seems like such a small part of my life when studying is literally all I do, I’ve learned the value of great friendships. Having been an independent person my whole life, friendships haven’t really been a thing I’ve taken to heart. This year, though, I’ve made some really awesome friends, ones that I cannot imagine my life without, ones that have taught what it feels like to belong and be appreciated. Through all this craziness of my first college experience, I’ve also learned a surprising amount about myself. I’ve learned that I really can’t stand people who walk too slowly, that I should really never drink coffee, and that I’m more resilient than I could ever imagine. I have been hit with so much in these equally never-ending and speeding months, situations and stress that have tested my strength over and over again. I’ve crumbled so many times, but have really learned how to dust myself off, and march my way to the finish line, sights set on my goals.
One memory that stands out to me happened not that long ago. In the blizzard that resulted in a much-needed cancelling of classes, one of my roommates and I spent the better part of that day just watching movies on my laptop, snacks and blankets and all. It was so refreshing after the stresses of exams and cold weather that I always go back to that one time as the pinnacle of happiness. Next year, we even plan to make it an end-of-week treat for us, something I am definitely looking forward to.
Speaking of next year, I’m looking forward to taking more interesting classes that are suited to my major. The GE’s this semester (well, one in particular) have been like pulling teeth; things that need to get completed but will take all my will power and then some. I’m excited to delve more into my major, really learning what interests me. I’m also really looking forward to being a bigger part of the OSU community. This first year, I don’t think I participated enough, something that I will always have to warm up to, but I’ve gotten into some really nice organizations, ones that I hope will lead to great connections and amazing learning opportunities. Overall, next year is looking up for me and I’m ready to take it head on!


