Like many other people, I was very disheartened when the news broke that sophomore clinicals were to be cancelled. It was always difficult to wake up at 5:30 am, and I was always a touch nervous about what the day would bring, but ultimately I left every clinical feeling a little more proud, a little more confident, and a little more knowledgeable.
When I think about the first day of clinical that I had, I realize how much I have improved. On the first day, my anxiety and nervousness was nearly palpable and I stood in the room feeling very much out of my comfort zone. These feelings did not go away by the second clinical, or even the third or the fourth. I don’t think those feelings have ever truly gone away, but I definitely feel much more confident and sure in my self when I walk into a patient’s room. This is for a couple different reasons. For one, I have gotten much better at performing a head to toe assessment. The questions and follow up questions come more naturally, as do the skills. I used to have to rely on the items listed in IHIS to ensure that I completed a thorough assessment, and even then I would leave the patient’s room only to find during documentation that there was a section I missed, resulting in my having to go back into the patient’s room. After recognizing this, I tried to pay special attention to what I was documenting and what I commonly missed so that I did not miss it again. After a couple clinicals, I was able to complete a full assessment without forgetting any parts, which was a big accomplishment for me. Another reason I feel more confident when entering a patient’s room is because I have gotten better at communicating and interacting with patients. I think that I have gotten fairly skilled at establishing a good rapport with patients, and maintaining a positive and appropriate demeanor. I have also started to recognize more and more my own anxieties that I bring to situations, thus allowing me to control and regulate these emotions. Some specific communication highlights for me were comforting a patient during a very difficult treatment, and establishing a trusting enough relationship to elicit important health information from another. Connecting assessment findings to what we have learned in class and clinical has also been an area of improvement I have noticed. I love asking my clinical instructor questions so that I can learn all that I can during clinical.
Even though I have improved in making clinical connections, I would still like to continue building upon this skill. I anticipate part of this growth coming naturally just by continuing in class and clinicals, but I also know that applying knowledge takes diligent learning of that knowledge and practiced critical thinking. Another area that I would like to improve upon is communicating with other working nurses and PCAs. I find that I am intimidated by them during clinical, and most of the time they do not approach us students with guidance or opportunities. Therefore, I have tried to take it upon myself to ask questions and ask to be apart of opportunities. However, this is still a challenge for me. I just recently received a job offer to work as an SNA starting in the summer, and I am hoping that the additional interaction with healthcare workers will foster my confidence in posing questions and concerns to them. Another communication obstacle that I have yet to conquer is communicating with a more non-cooperative, challenging patient. So far though, I have not had a patient like this, and a result I have no experience navigating this type of interaction. Initiating this type of encounter is not something that I can control, but nevertheless I recognize it as an area of needed growth because I have yet to find out how I would handle such a situation.