Looking back on my clinical experience this semester, I can definitely say that it prepared me to expect sudden changes. This semester obviously hasn’t ended the way anyone would like, but regardless I learned a lot about myself through my time that I did get to spend on the floor. This class really prepared me for the tough situations I’m sure I will continue with my patients. When I tell people about this class they about this class, they’re usually taken aback, as they don’t realize that we have to prepare and be ready to talk about things with people who are sometimes complete strangers.
Throughout the semester I’ve definitely gotten better at trying to diffuse harsh feelings in my patients. The feelings were usually directed at their stay in the hospital, no one wants to be there, but under it all usually they were just lonely and wanted someone to talk to. I’ve definitely noticed myself using the communication lessons regarding staying calm during arguments without trying to. I think that those strategies are completely valid and are useful in and out of the hospital. Those concepts are the most useful to me, and I think that overall more people should take a course regarding therapeutic communication. As a society we struggle to communicate more and more and find ourselves sitting at desks with computers or phones and slowly we forget that others have emotions too, and they’re as valid as our own.
I’ve also seen a pretty vast improvement in my ISBAR reporting. When I look back on my first few times attempting to chart or write up a report my skills were quite obviously very fresh, which isn’t too unexpected. However, it was nice to watch the growth of those skills throughout the semester.
When it comes to the skills I look forward to homing in on, I think that I could definitely improve on my strength in asking nurses more questions. I’m not shy about talking to my patients, I actually feel comfortable pulling their curtains and doing what I need to. My hesitancy still sits with being able to walk up to the RNs and feeling confident, which I understand may be a bit backwards, but overall, I know that’s what I need to work with in the coming semesters. I would never be afraid to ask someone for help if I knew I need it, but if I have a general question that’s where my anxiety is. I know this will diminish with time and I look forward to being back on the floor I the fall (hopefully). This semester was one hundred percent a learning experience and although I didn’t get to say goodbye to my first unit ever, I’m thankful for it nonetheless.