As I reflect on my second year as a whole, what comes to my mind most strongly is how much growth as an adult I made. This year was by far the most academically challenging I have experienced as I expected. I continued my chemistry coursework with the organic chemistry sequences and took challenging classes both in physics and mathematics. I am proud of myself for working hard to succeed in the classroom. I faced other challenges as well as I gained many new involvements at the university that demanded me to be on top of my schedule and responsible for all my engagements. Keeping my packed schedule in line was not an easy task. I started work as a teaching assistant for general chemistry in Autumn 2021 for the first general chemistry course and then for the second sequence in Spring 2022. Teaching was by far the most enriching and rewarding experience for me as a future educator. I absolutely loved coming to class each week and working with my students. I developed close mentor relations with them as I sought to guide them through their early chemistry careers. I am excited to continue teaching in the coming semester.
I became involved in undergraduate research in the Autumn and continued my involvement throughout the year in the Alfonzo lab of microbiology studying mechanisms of tRNA modifications and enzyme kinetics in eukaryotes. I spent much of the year learning new laboratory techniques from some amazingly intelligent and friendly graduate students. I studied the theories behind each technique and did extensive research on the topics related to microbiology. While I did not complete any major work on my research project, I did gain the necessary tools to become independent in the laboratory and to pick up my project with full steam starting in Autumn 2022. I am eager to start conducting my own laboratory research and to spend my Summer developing a workflow for my project.
Overall, my second year was quite demanding. I picked up many new responsibilities which catalyzed my growth as an adult. I was as independent as I have ever been this year, making major steps towards becoming my own person and finding who I want to be as a contributor to my scientific field. The bottom line is that I am happy this year was challenging. I was overwhelmed a lot, but I saw so much growth in myself mentally and intellectually. I fought hard to succeed and I feel fulfilled by my body of work for this year. Knowing how much effort and struggle I put into it makes it that much more impressive to me personally. I am the only person who truly knows how hard some of the mental challenges I faced this year were and there is beauty in knowing that. I wouldn’t change anything about this year given the chance, because I believe I took something out of every situation I faced whether it be good, bad, and anything in between.